gosh i hate it so much.... how can i make my life a wonderful story just like those fairy tale... i wish i can think positive and make my life as wonderful as i can.... but........ how???????? sigh i hate it... now i hate myself.... aerhrhahirhiahuiawhruwhurhawihruiawhruihawu i whahaurhawurhuwhiuwhithwuihtuihaw i